Wednesday, April 22, 2015

Final Chapter: Forgiveness and announcements

I have finished the final chapter for this book.  The story is far from over, but I feel with all that has been said and done, this is the right time to end.  As a result, updates for this website will fully cease after the next update.  I intend to release a teaser chapter for the second book, but no more.

I thank the precious few of you who have checked out my work, read, and taken an interest.  The ultimate goal of this blog was to diminish my aversion to publication, even for the unrefined, and to hopefully gain some feedback on how to improve my story.  The first part of that has been a success.  I am more willing to show others and to try and publish.  The second part has been a colossal failure.  I have gotten close to zero feedback and, ironically, only one message requesting that I keep going.  I wanted to improve my story based on what others read and liked, however since that is clearly not going to happen, I will stop updates once the teaser has been released.

Chronicles of the Frozen Shade still needs a subtitle and will go through more revisions in the future before I try and publish it, so these are still just preliminary writings.  It is my hope I can deliver a more polished and ultimately more enjoyable experience to those who might read if I can get it into print.  I had wanted to keep talking about the world and expand it, however there has been little interest.  If enough people enjoyed the Kernel of Insight or Character Spotlights I had done and wanted me to continue, I would with monthly/weekly updates, but that seems unlikely now.  Either way, let me set the scene for the final chapter.

Last time, Agni has been beaten back.  Aeon and his comrades are resting while Mina, Celine, and Daryl, are the only villagers in Gesthal to know how close their town came to annihilation.  Now, it is time to make a choice.  Will they stand with the lich or is he beyond forgiveness for his past crimes?

Please.  Enjoy.

Chapter 21: Forgiveness
            Warmth passed over Mina's face and her eyes snapped open.  "Mom?!  Dad?!" she yelled, sitting bolt upright.  Breathing hard, she surveyed her room.  She was laying on her cot on the floor in the attic.  Celine was asleep on the far side of the room in her bed, while Daryl was rubbing her eyes and looking down at her from Mina's bed.
            "Mina?  Wha....what happened?" she mumbled, falling back into the covers.
            Wiping her sweat stained brow, Mina laid back down as well, her breathing still heavy.  She blinked her eyes as a bright ray of sunshine landed on her face through the attic window.  "We...we went to sleep and then..." she mumbled.
            "Hey!  Ya decent in there?!"
            Sitting up again, Mina's eyes widened and she put her hands to her mouth.  "Oh, crap!  Celi, wake up!" she yelled, "We're late for the morning shift!"
            Pushing the attic's trap door open, Kano stuck his head inside and climbed inside, carrying a large tray laden with three plates, three bowls, and three mugs.  "Ya may as well not," the bartender smirked as Celine blinked at him before trying to scramble out of bed.  "Morning shift is long done."
            "Uncle, I'm so sorry!" Mina stammered, crawling out from under her sheets and looking into the innkeeper's eyes.  "We...I don't know what happened, we've never-"
            "Don't worry...after what happened to Daryl, I don't blame ya," Kano chuckled.  "I thought I heard something upstairs last night...this mornin, Yuka and Nivtenc said the same.  You girls were up talkin, weren'tcha?"
            "We..." Daryl mumbled, holding her hand to her chest, "I mean, I..."
            "Hey, I told ya before, ya take the time ya need, Daryl.  I ain't gonna scold my girls for bein good friends after all," the innkeeper let out a chuckle and stroked his bushy orange beard.  "Just be ready for dinner, aright?"
            "Old man..." Celine grunted, "Did you do everything by yourself?"
            "Got some offers from Yuka and Nivtenc to lend a hand, but I ran this place before anyah ya were born and I'll keep runnin it well after ya leave.  So don't sweat it."
            "Uncle...thank you," Mina smiled and bowed her head.
            "Aright, enougha that.  Here, eat and get dressed for later," Kano said, laying the tray on the floor next to Mina before retreating downstairs.
            When the sounds of his footfalls finally faded from Mina's hearing, she let out a sigh and handed the plates, bowls, and mugs to Celine and Daryl.  "Another lie's been told for us."
            "Ain't exactly a lie," Celine shrugged, "Besides...it'd be worse if we told him we'd seen two liches battling."
            "Worse for all of us," Daryl grunted, picking at her food.
            "Yeah, I suppose," Mina shook her head, "So, what do we do now?  I mean...do we go back?"
            "Goetian hells, I dunno..." Celine snorted, "After what happened, I almost wanna forgive the bastard, but..."
            "I miss Neri," Daryl chimed in, "But for right now...for right now, I think I need to talk with my mom and Angelo."
            "Huh?  So...did you figure out what you want to do?" Mina said through a mouthful of porridge.
            "Yeah," Daryl mumbled after swallowing her egg.  "Our encounter with the Blind Sage helped me realize that...I'm not ready to bind myself to a Metronian.  Not yet, at least.  I...I want to take a bit more time to figure things out for myself, do more training and...when I feel ready, I'll do it.  Not because Angelo wants to push me into the academy, but because...because I want to!"
            "Well, you can count on us for support, princess," Celine smirked, "And if Angelo gives you crap about it, I've got a swift kick to his family jewels waiting."
            Daryl snorted and nearly spat her water back into her mug.  Mina and Celine giggled as Daryl choked back her water and swallowed it.  Her expression was sour when she glared at Celine, but it slowly flipped into a smile.  "So noble, lady knightess...truly, no one has ever been so eloquent as thee."
            "Well...can't say I was expecting that," Celine shrugged and smirked.  "But seriously, do what you need for yourself before worrying about what he or your mom want."
            "And if you need to, stay here with us.  I like having you over," Mina added.
            "I'm not sure I want to steal your bed for two nights in a row," Daryl chuckled.  "But, what about you two?  Aeon's still out there...are you going to talk to him about what happened?"
            For a few seconds, silence pervaded the attic, broken only by the munching of the three girls on their food.  Finally, Celine swallowed and said, "I think I'll stick close to Yuka for now.  I might go back to Acacia to check on Feo and the other apocra...just to make sure they're okay, but...well, I ain't angry at the bastard anymore...I mean, shit, he did stick up for us, but still..."
            "Oh..." Mina squeaked, holding her hands over her mouth as soon as she realized what she had said.
            "Course, if you wanna go back, I'll come with ya!" Celine quickly added.  "Whether or not I forgive the ass, I'm with you till the end, Mina.  So...don't decide whatcher gonna do because of me."
            "Heh," Mina rubbed under her nose and blushed, "Thanks, Celi.  I...if nothing else, I need to clear the air with him.  You know...when he was fighting against Agni, I remembered the second time we met.  He told me one of the reasons he'd saved me was because he had a mission here and if I was hurt or missing, it'd cause problems for that.  It was...well..."
            "Necessary?" Celine murmured.
            "Yeah...and saving Gesthal was necessary too.  Necessary for peace," She stuck out her tongue in disgust.  "I hate that word.  Necessary," she said, her eyes narrowing and her voice growing smaller, "Ever since Bishop Charas told me Agni probably wouldn't be punished for killing my family.  Apparently, overlooking that was necessary to prevent civil war."
            "In my history books, people use it plenty of times to justify bloodshed," Daryl added, "But then again...they were always fighting on the right side, so..."
            "Really, princess?" Celine groaned, covering her eyes.
            "Hey, I'm not stupid, okay, vagabond?  After meeting Dem and Nerise, I've learned not to take such things as a given anymore!"
            "Still, you're right, Daryl," Mina replied.  "People use it to justify a lot of things.  I remember my dad telling me it was necessary to travel all the roads he mapped so he could sell the most accurate charts.  That's why people bought from him.  So...I think I understand Aeon a little, but I want to know the whole story.  Why's Aeon keeping the peace?  Why is it necessary for him?"
            Mina's friends stared at her for a moment before Daryl nodded.  "Yeah, I understand wanting to know all too well.  Heh...reminds me of us.  You stuck up for me when that drunk started beating me and I couldn't figure out why.  I'd been mean to you for such a long time..."
            "You know now though, right?" Mina mumbled and blushed.
            "Yeah, but back then I didn't," she said, sticking her tongue out at Mina.  "I guess I'm a little glad for the feeling.  We got to grow closer because I was...curious."
            "Heh...I wonder if Aeon's like you at all, Mina," Celine snickered.  "Why save a homeless runaway?  'Because that's the right thing to do!'" she grunted, making her voice more high pitched in an effort to mimic Mina's.
            "So what if it was the right thing to do?  That's how my mother and father taught me to treat others," Mina wrinkled her nose at Celine and snorted.
            "Not saying it's a bad thing," Celine nodded, "But...he didn't have to let us keep our memories.  That wasn't necessary.  And neither was saving me..."
            "That's...different," Mina fidgeted in place and blushed.
            "Yeah, yeah," Celine shrugged before laying her plate to the side and getting out of bed.  "Anyway, let's get dressed and head down.  We should see how things stand after last night."
            "Agreed," Mina nodded, groaning as she got to her feet and rubbing her sore arms and legs.  "Ugh...I feel stiff after all the running and fighting last night."
            "You feel stiff..." Daryl sneered, "I feel like I can barely move...and I don't have another change of clothes!"
            "Here," Celine tossed one of their leather dresses over to Daryl.  "Put it on and stop complaining."
            Stifling a smirk, Mina squeezed into her dress and straightened her hair while Daryl grumbled to herself as she got dressed.  Celine was the first one down the stairs with the others following close behind.  When they got downstairs, the tavern was all but deserted, save for Vincent in his Aridian garb, who was reclining in a corner, nursing a drink and sharpening his serrated sword.
            "Uncle?" Mina mumbled, peaking her head into the kitchen and finding it empty, save for a pile of dishes soaking in a tub of water.
            "He stepped out to get some food from Aegle and Devan," Vincent called to them.
            The three girls tentatively stepped into the tavern and headed over to the far wall.  The boards seemed to be fixed in place, as immovable as the day the tavern was constructed.  There was no sign of any debris or the hole the garm had made when Vincent hurled it outside.
            "So it got fixed, huh?" Celine shrugged.
            "It would have to be, otherwise Kano would have said something," Daryl snorted.
            "What are you girls talking about?" Vincent murmured, leaning forward with his face covered by sand flecked cloth.  "Did something happen?"
            The three girls stared at Vincent and Mina cocked her eye at him.  "What game are you playing, Vincent?"
            Holding a single finger up to his face, Vincent shushed them.  Pulling down the cloth around his mouth, he said, "Remember, here I'm not Vincent.  I'm Nivtenc.  As far as Gesthal is concerned, last night didn't happen."
            "Oh...of course," Mina sighed, "Then, what about Aeon and the others?  Are they-"
            She was cut off by the door flying open and Aegle lumbering inside holding the front half of a skinned aurox.  Kano followed after him, carrying the rear end.
            "You girls are up already?  Heh, that didn't take long," Kano snickered.
            "You three okay?" Aegle mumbled, shrugging at them, "Ya look a bit tired."
            "Eh, don't worry, they were just having some lady talk," Kano cut him off.
            "Uncle!" Mina squealed, her face turning bright red.
            "Eh, whatever," Aegle shrugged, "So, in the storeroom?"
            "Yep.  It's the only place with enough space," Kano grunted, pushing the haunch of meat forward with Aegle scampering ahead to try and keep from being flattened by it.  Within seconds, they disappeared behind the kitchen, though their grunts and exertions could still be heard clearly.
            "Best we talk about this at dinner," Vincent said, covering his mouth again.  "I'll tell you anything you want then."  When he had finished speaking, Vincent went back to sharpening his sword.
            Exchanging a glance with her two friends, Celine shrugged and turned towards the kitchen.  "Come on.  We may as well get things ready for the dinner shift.  The old man's busy and we slept in so its the least we can do."
            "What's this 'we' business, vagabond?" Daryl snorted.
            "Come on, you're helping too," Mina smirked and hugged Daryl's arm, "Think of it as payment for your room."
            "Hmph, some friends," Daryl raised her nose, but before she could say anything else, her face melted into a smile.  Celine punched Daryl's arm and together the three headed towards the kitchen.
*
            When the sun finally sank below the horizon, the tavern began to fill up.  Mina, Celine, and Daryl, had been busy at work in the kitchen, preparing the newly sliced aurox meat Kano had bought from Aegle and Devan for soup, cutlets, and sandwiches.
            "How's it coming, girls?" Kano said, sticking his head into the kitchen.
            "Just about ready, uncle," Mina replied.
            "Heh, it's been a while since we did the cooking...they'd probably prefer yours," Celine snorted.
            "Eh, one night won't kill them," Kano said, leaning against the door frame and laying down a few different slips of paper.  "The orders are here and everyone is waiting.  Daryl, if you want, you can take a seat and eat.  You don't need to-"
            "After all that's happened, I think I owe you this much," Daryl cut him off.
            "That's not what she said a few hours ago..." Celine whispered to Mina, earning her a quick jab in the kidneys.
            "Well, suit yourself.  Angelo and the priest'sre here but I laid down the law for him.  He'll leave you be," Kano said.
            "Hmmmm..." Mina looked down at the slips of paper and furrowed her brow.  "Uncle, is Wrec not here tonight?"
            "Oh, he's nursing a drink, but didn't want any food," Kano shrugged, "Guess he's still worried about his money situation."        Mina bit her lip before heading out of the kitchen.  Kano caught her shoulder as she left.  "Leave him be, Mina.  If he wants help, he has to ask."
            Shrugging her uncle off, Mina headed into the tavern.  Though less packed than usual, it still had a number of men and women already drinking flagons of mead or cups of wine.  Vincent held his usual vigil in the back, while Angelo and his priests were trying to look inconspicuous near the door.  Yuka had already begun drinking alongside a few of the border guards and they were hollering and laughing hard.  Near the middle of the tavern was a solitary table with a sullen-looking man sitting alone, with a single drink in front of him.  His bushy black hair looked unkempt and he appeared to have gone unshaven for several days.  Mina heard a sigh as she pulled up a chair and sat down across from him.
            "Go away," Wrec snarled, a few patches of black fur sprouting from his muscular arms.  "I don't want any food and I don't want your charity."
            Mina sat for a moment and looked him over.  Wrec's eyes were bloodshot and his teeth seemed to have increased in size.  Below his jaw, what looked like a cut had formed that was almost the length of his mouth.
            "Even if you get your family the money they need, it's not worth much if you get sick...or worse," Mina said with a sigh.  "You've already cut yourself and haven't had any sleep," she added, making Wrec finally look up and stare her in the face.  "Just swallow your pride and eat.  Otherwise, you won't be able to work...or even hold your human form."
            "I-!" Wrec jumped up and slammed his hands on the table, his nails now as long as claws.  Mina never lost her composure, though her eyes did stray to the claws.  Wrec's eyes followed hers as the other patrons looked over at the two of them.  Slowly returning to his seat, Wrec buried his face in his hands.  "Aren't you scared?" he mumbled.
            A coy smile crossed Mina's lips.  "I've dealt with worse," she said, reaching over and patting Wrec's arm.  "I'll see to it you get some food."
            "I dunno how much longer I can stay here, Mina," Wrec interjected.  "People are starting to get scared of me.  Even the border guards.  I hear them whispering..."
            "People will do that...but you've done a lot for Gesthal.  Don't forget that.  It goes a long way." Mina said, getting to her feet.  "You deserve a happy ending."
            Clasping his hands together, Wrec nodded and managed a weak smile.  "Th...thank you.  And I'm sorry."
            "Don't worry about it," Mina shrugged, making her way back to the kitchen.  Along the way back she passed Daryl who was having some difficulty balancing two trays of food in her hands.  When she stuck her head into the kitchen, Mina saw Celine going through the food orders and preparing the trays.  Half a dozen were laid out already.
            "So, how'd it go?" Celine mumbled.
            "Taking two of these to Wrec," Mina said, balancing the six trays along her arms.  "Who do the rest go to?"
            "Angelo and his flunkies," Celine smirked, "By the way, did you see the princess?  She can barely handle-"
            "Celi...!" Mina let out a groan, "You know, you could let her prepare and you could wait on the tables."
            "Eh, she volunteered," Celine snickered and headed back to her preparations.
            Rolling her eyes, Mina headed back into the tavern.  She stopped to drop two trays off in front of Wrec and kept moving, barely able to hear his "thank you," over the other patrons' talking, drinking, and laughing.  With one quick movement, she laid down the four remaining trays in front of Angelo and his priests.  She turned to leave without saying anything, however Angelo's hand snaked out and caught hers.
            "Mina...I...is Daryl," Angelo stammered.
            Mina gave him a frosty glare.  "I thought my uncle let you know the situation."
            "Look, we just wanna talk with her about it.  I'm sure if we try again, we can-"
            "Daryl will talk with you when she's ready," Mina said, jerking her hand free, "Not when you are."
            Angelo's face twisted into a scowl and he got up and stared at Mina, his teeth grinding together as he looked for the words to say.  "Look," he said, angry lines blossoming on his youthful forehead, "I was just trying to help her!  She has the skill to get into the academy at Constantine and become a great mage, but she needs to-"
            "Are you doing this for her sake though...or your own?" Mina countered.
            Angelo's mouth dropped open and he reared back and smacked Mina across the face.  "You don't know what you're-" he stopped when one of the other priests jumped up and grabbed him.
            "Angelo, stop!  This isn't the way!" he growled.
            Mina rubbed her cheek and looked back at him.  Slowly, realization dawned on Angelo's face and his hands went limp in his comrade's grip.  "I...I'm sorry, I didn't mean-"
            "Yes, I know," Mina said, "But you did it anyway.  To me and to Daryl.  I understand you want to make things right, but Daryl needs to decide what's best for her.  Not you."
            Angelo fell into his seat and one of the other priests got up and put a hand to Mina's face.  White light flowed out of it and the redness on her face disappeared immediately.  "Err...sorry about all this," he whispered.
            "It's fine," Mina sighed, turning to leave, "I'd rather he get angry at me than Daryl."
            On her way back to the kitchen, Daryl snuck up behind her and grabbed her hand.  "Hey," she said.
            "Hi," Mina retorted.  "Did you see all that?"
            "Ummm...yeah.  How many does that make?  Five?" Daryl mumbled meekly.
            "Haha, I don't keep track," Mina giggled.
            "You always take the hits meant for me."
            "It's okay," Mina patted Daryl's shoulder and squeezed her hand.  "That's what friends do, right?"
            Daryl smiled and squeezed Mina's hand back.  "Yeah...thanks."
            "Okay, so did you finish with the border guards?" Celine mumbled when they entered the kitchen again.
            "Ummm...not quite...and Yuka wants extra," Daryl stammered, laying a few silver coins down on the counter.  "And some of Kano's vintage...whatever that is."
            "You are not giving her my uncle's brandy," Mina snorted at Celine.
            "Might I recommend this," Kano said from behind them, lowering a bottle in front of Mina's face.
            "This?" Mina looked at the label, which was marked 'Dry root ale.' "Uncle, this isn't alcohol."
            "Tastes pretty similar though, and ought to help her sleep easy tonight," Kano said, heading into the kitchen, scooping up the coins Daryl had put down, and dropping them into the satchel at his waist.  "Girl seems happy enough, but I can tell she's drinkin away some bad memories.  This'll help her get some rest."
            "Good call, old man," Celine nodded.  "I'll help ya with the border guards, seein as it'll take the princess ages to get it done."
            "Celi..." Mina groaned and slapped her forehead.
            "Excuse me for being out of practice, vagabond!" Daryl blushed red and stomped her feet.
            "Yeah, yeah," Celine droned, handing Daryl several trays before taking a few herself and handing one to Mina, who carried the tray in one hand and the bottle in the other.
            Celine led the way into the swathe of border guards, carefully side stepping spilled drinks and laying out trays for everyone still waiting on their food.  Daryl dropped off her trays at Morak's table, where the stone faced guard captain was glaring at Yuka, who was sitting with Fak and half a dozen other guardsmen at a table comprised almost entirely of empty mugs.
            "In yer face!" Yuka let out a belch and pointed at Fak.  "That's twelve in a row!  Pay up, boys!" Fak rolled his eyes while the other border guards begrudgingly laid a small stack of gold and silver coins in front of Yuka.
            "She drinks likea border guard..." Fak grunted, holding his stomach.
            "If that's so, how'd seven of my best lose to a girl?" Morak called from his table.
            "Ey, maybe Iyoughtta join up," Yuka said, her words starting to slur together, "Teach you boys a thingre twoabout fightin apocra'n other beasties."
            "Goddess, you stink," Mina hissed under her breath when she drew close to Yuka.  Laying the bottle down in front of her, Mina raised her voice and said, "This is my uncle's specialty.  Enjoy."
            "Ohhh, ale?  Nice...though, I'da wanted somea that brandy...well, whatever," Yuka said, popping the bottle's cork and chugging the bottle in a single gulp while Mina cleared away some of the mugs to make room for Yuka's food.  "Huh..." Yuka smacked her lips and her smile slowly faded.  "I feel...weird..."
            "You mean not unconscious?" Celine snorted, eliciting a slew of chuckles from the border guards.
            "Well, there's that, but..."
            "You've drunk enough to kill lesser men," Daryl mumbled, "Just finish your meal and go to bed."
            "Ey, my money, my choice," Yuka snapped before digging into her food.
            "Something's wrong with that girl," Morak muttered as Mina and the others picked up their used mugs.
            "There's something wrong with all of us, I think," Mina sighed, leading Celine and Daryl back into the kitchen.  There was one tray left.
            "Good work, girls," Kano said, standing over the stove and laying some meat into a frying pan, "But you didn't cook enough so that we could eat.  I'll take care of that while you take out the last tray to Nivtenc, okay?"
            "No problem, old man," Celine said, handing the tray off to Daryl.
            "You can count on us," Daryl said, handing the tray off to Mina.
            Mina looked down at it, then looked up at her friends and uncle, who were smirking at her.  "Oh for Shanadia's sake..." Mina grumbled, heading back into the tavern and making her way to Vincent's table.  He was drinking from his hip flask when he saw her approach and quickly corked it when she stopped in front of him.  "Here you go," Mina said.
            "Thank you.  I trust you have been well?"
            "Drop the act," Mina hissed, pulling up a seat, "There's enough people here that no one will be listening to us.  Now, what's happening in Acacia?"
            Clasping his hands together, Vincent rested his chin on them.  "The meeting with the Telnumbran Elder Council went about as we expected," he shrugged, "For now, Aeon's staying here.  If Yuka leaves, we may have to follow and shadow her for a while.  For her safety and for Serano's."
            "Why not just force her to come back?  You have a decent excuse," Mina sighed, shaking her head.  "I mean...she wants to go back, doesn't she?  I can tell she misses Dem and even wants to-" Mina stopped when Vincent held up a hand.
            "Yes, we want her back," Vincent sighed, shaking his head, "But she's not the first who's had to make this choice."
            "What do you mean?" Mina murmured.
            "Aeon's had a few dozen allies and apprentices over the years.  Some stay on, like me or Neri or Merkel.  Others leave.  Sometimes it's because they can't accept what Aeon does, sometimes they find better lives elsewhere...sometimes Aeon's had to banish them to protect the rest of us," he added darkly.  "Either way, this is Yuka's choice.  We'll watch over her to see that Canak's designs don't fall into the wrong hands, but that's it."
            "I...see," Mina mumbled, "And the others?"
            "Most of us have been resting," Vincent said, pulling his flask out again and taking a sip through an opening in the cloth covering his face.  "Gadius, Dakon, and Echidna have been tending to the wounded and Neri has spent some time trying to cheer up Dem.  He was hoping Yuka'd come back."
            "Uh-huh."
            "But that's not what you're really asking, is it?"
            "Well..." Mina sat up and looked away, "I mean..."
            "Aeon returned to Acacia a few hours ago.  Some of my familiars saw him.  If you want a chance to talk, tomorrow after noon might be your best time."
            Mina nodded.  Slowly, she looked up to see Vincent staring at her expectantly.  With a sigh, she mumbled, "What do I say to him?"
            Letting out a hearty laugh, Vincent ruffled Mina's hair and shook his head, "That's not something I can tell you," he said, pulling his hand back and resting his cheek on a balled up fist.  "But whatever you say, speak to him honestly and don't hold back."
            "Thanks," Mina nodded, her eyes straying to the arm Vincent was using to hold himself up.  "Ummm...how's your arm?"
            "A bit stiff, but alright," Vincent said, flexing his fingers, "Austa's a fantastic healer, but even I'll need some time to completely recover.  Lots of blood will make me good as new."
            "Well, let me know if you ever need to be topped off," Mina said, a slight smirk playing at her lips.  "That's what we waitresses are here for."  Before Vincent could respond, Mina got to her feet and waved her goodbyes to him.
            Making her way back to the kitchen, she almost bumped into Celine and Daryl, who were carrying trays of food over to an empty table.  "Good timing!" Celine said, putting her arm around Mina and shoving an extra tray into her hands.  "The old man said he'd join us for dinner, so take a seat."
            Blushing a little as she did, Mina sat down and waited for Kano to come out of the kitchen.  He walked with a slight spring in his step and an extra large tray laden with meat, vegetables, and bread in his right hand.  In his left, Kano carried a trifle made of fruits, bread, and cream.  Laying the trifle down to one side, he sat across from Mina, Celine, and Daryl and flashed them all a smile.
            "Haha, it's been a while since I've had the company of so many lovely ladies at my table."
            Rolling her eyes, Mina put her hand over her face.  "Uncle..."
            "It's been a while since we've had time to eat together at all, actually," Celine smirked back.
            "Ummm..." Daryl looked from Kano to the trifle and her face turned slightly red.
            "Don't worry, I'm just teasin ya," Kano let out a laugh.  "Still, it's been a fair while since I've had this large a family to eat with.  Figured I'd make somethin special for ya."
            Daryl's eyes lit up and she reached for the trifle, only to have Celine slap it away.  "Dessert comes after dinner, princess.  This isn't your mom's table, after all."
            "I just wanted a taste, vagabond!"
            Shaking her head, both Mina and Kano chuckled.  "You two...ya remind me of my sister an me back when she was here," Kano muttered.
            Mina looked back at her uncle as he sliced into a chunk of aurox meat.  "What do you mean, uncle?"
            "Well..." he said through a mouthful of the juicy meat, "Shendoah and I would never agree.  I'd be a bit like Celi, rough around the edges, but still a little respectful...an Shendoah'd just do whatever fancied her.  Mind, she wasn't stupid or rude, but she didn't hold back either.  Dad always said she was a bit reckless...course, that's what made her special, too."
            "I don't think I've ever heard you talk about Mina's mother," Daryl said, looking away from Celine.
            Halfway to his mouth, Kano dropped a helping of grilled vegetables.  "Ehhh...there I go.  Never did think much," he sighed, shaking his head.  "This's supposed to be a happy time, but I'm probably stirrin up bad memories, eh?" he turned towards Mina.
            "N-no!" Mina squealed, "No, you're not, uncle.  I'd love to hear more about mom when she was younger!"
            "Yeah!  Like maybe how she met Mina's dad?" Celine chimed in.
            Kano nearly spat up his water when he heard her.  The middle aged man fell into a fit of coughs and Mina jumped up and ran to his side, giving him a few firm whacks on the back until he calmed down. 
            "Ummm...sorry, uncle.  You don't have to-"
            "No, no, it's just...I was a bit surprised is all," he said, wiping tears from his eyes.  "Come to think of it, did your parents ever talk about this, Mina?"
            "Errr...once or twice?  Mostly I heard that you tried to kill my dad," Mina stammered, her face turning beet red as she went back to her seat.  "I thought they were joking."
            Laughing hard, Kano slapped his knee.  "Naw, that's pretty close to the truth!  That stringy little bastard, Kelzin, was equal parts bookish and mouthy.  Loved to talk about his travels when his face wasn't buried in one of those maps.  Course, when he talked he'd often tell people they were wrong about things, like the Telnumbrans or sights or-"
            "Well they usually were..." Mina snorted.
            "Heh, causea that, he and I nearly got into a brawl more than once, but Shendoah'd always break it up.  She loved hearing about his travels...about all the sights he'd seen," Kano sighed, shaking his head and lowering his cup.  "An I'm a little ashamed to say I tried to break them up."
            Mina's eyes widened slightly and Celine leaned forward on her elbows, nibbling at her food as she listened.  "Now things are getting good..."
            "Yeah...Shendoah'd go to Kelzin's table last, every day, and spend most of the morning and most of the evening talkin with him.  They'd chat about all the sights he'd seen but also about what Shendoah did every day.  They got on too well for my liking.  So, I tried to scare Kelzin away.  He stood his ground though and wouldn't budge.  He liked Shendoah too much to just up and quit.  So, we fought.  He gave me a few bruises, but I broke his arm and my sister nearly did the same to me when he limped back to the tavern.  Shendoah nearly tossed me out on my ass for it.  After I agreed to lay off Kelzin, she gave him a full month's free board to recover and took over charting his maps while he healed.  By then, things were pretty clear.  She would be leaving with him."
            The three girls looked on as Kano took another big bite of aurox steak, equal parts intrigued, but also confused.  "But...why, uncle?  Why'd you hate my father so much?" Mina muttered.
            "I'd be lying if I said it wasn't selfish," Kano smirked, "Our dad was getting on in years and Shendoah practically ran this inn.  I was having a decent time in the border guard and thought about traveling, maybe becoming a templar or something.  If Shendoah left though, I'd have to take over here.  It'd be my responsibility, as the oldest."
            Mina's chest tightened and she swallowed hard.  Before she could say anything, Celine spoke up.  "So you wanted to break them up so you could go traveling?" Celine raised an eyebrow.  "Wow...you were a real jerk."
            "Hey, I was a young!" Kano snorted.  "Anyway, I had other reasons.  Kelzin did things differently.  Saw the world in a different way than others.  That rubbed me the wrong way.  I wasn't gonna trust my sister to someone like that.  She could end up hurt or worse!"
            "But...they always spoke well of you, uncle," Mina raised an eyebrow, "Both my mother and my father."
            "Well, we had time to make our peace," Kano said, scooping a little trifle onto his empty tray, "Little after you were born, actually," he winked at Mina, "Bein away from her, I realized that I missed my sister more than I missed my freedom.  Then, one day she pops in through my door with her husband, her caravan, and a baby girl.  Hehe, I remember that day...we ended up partying for a whole week to celebrate your birth," he chuckled, causing Mina's face to glow red.
            "So did you finally admit you were wrong about Kelzin?" Daryl added.
            "Oh, Seran, no!" Kano grunted, "He was a mouthy, bookish bastard.  He did get my sister into trouble.  He did do things I didn't understand or agree with," the innkeeper muttered, stroking his beard as he swallowed a mouthful of trifle.  "Course, that didn't make him a bad person," he added, "That's why Shendoah fell for him, I think.  I wasn't wrong, but I wasn't right...and I told him so to his face.  By the time they left, I got from'em a promise to return in a few years so I could give'em a belated wedding gift.  Course-" Kano stopped and began scooping trifle onto Mina, Celine, and Daryl's plates.  "Best save what came next for another time."
            "Agni," Mina whispered to Celine and Daryl, who nodded quickly.
            "Say, old man...you didn't want your sister to leave, but you don't seem to mind me and Mina chatting with the travelers.  What changed?" Celine asked.
            "Well, I can't stop ya, can I?" Kano shrugged, "Sides...ya gotta do things your own way.  Shendoah hated me for trying to keep her here and ran off with Kelzin.  You three'll all leave sooner or later.  I'd rather ya don't have bad memories when the time to leave comes.  Cause there's always a place for you girls here.  Both in Gesthal and in my inn."
            "Wow, that's..." Daryl stammered, wiping trifle from her face.  "Thank you."
            "You're just a softie at heart," Celine smiled at him, "But this place'll always be my home.  No matter where me and Mina go."
            "Huh?!" Mina whipped her head around and glared at Celine.
            "Well you are gonna leave this place someday...no point in hiding it now," Celine shrugged, "And you're not goin alone."
            "Hehe, you three...you're almost full grown.  Still, don't be in too much of a rush," Kano said, rising from his spot at the end of the table.  "If you're gonna go, go prepared."
            "Uncle, where are you going?" Mina called out to him.
            "Well, I enjoyed our meal, but the dishes won't do themselves, now, will they?" he replied before disappearing into the kitchen.
            "So..." Once Kano was out of earshot, Celine whispered to Mina, "What did Vincent say?"
            "Ummm...everything's okay in Acacia.  The others are resting," Mina said, fidgeting in place as she swallowed the last of her trifle.  "And...while we were talking, I decided that I I'm going back to Acacia tomorrow.  I need to talk with Aeon and after what my uncle said...I think I know what to say."
            "Do you want us to come with you?" Daryl murmured.
            "Not this time...please, let me handle it myself," Mina replied.  "I'll be okay alone."
            "Alright, but we might pop in later...I wanna check on Feo," Celine added.
            "And visit Neri," Daryl said.
            "Till then, we'll cover for you," Celine nodded, giving Mina a slap on the back.
            Mina smiled and pulled Celine's arm around her.  She hugged her tan skinned sister and let out a slight giggle when Celine reached for her belly.  "Hey!  Not after dinner!" she growled.
            "What?  Is this not the right time?"
            "Honestly, vagabond..." Daryl sighed, as the three descended into a fit of giggles.
*
            "Well...here I am," Mina said to herself.  Taking a deep breath, she passed through the iron door separating Acacia from the cold stone hall leading to the outside.  Despite the clouds outside showering the countryside in grey, it was pleasant and sunny inside Acacia.  Stepping onto the soft grass, Mina exhaled, "I never thought I'd be back here again."
            "I'm sure glad you are though."
            Whipping her head around, she saw Deminos in a sleeveless black tunic waiting next to the door, his back against the wall and his arms folded across his chest.  "Hey," he waved to her with his bandaged right arm.
            A smile came to Mina's lips and she raised her hand to wave back.  "Hey, yourself.  What are you doing out here?"
            "Waiting," Deminos shrugged and stood up straight.
            "For me?"
            "For anyone, really," Deminos replied, "I've been waiting here after breakfast for the last few days to see if any of you would come back.  Neri's visited with me a lot lately, but its..." he stopped short and blushed, "Its been a little lonely here without you guys."
            "Oh..." Mina blushed and bowed her head.  "I'm sorry."
            ''Nah, don't apologize," Deminos clapped Mina on the shoulder, "You've had your own things going on.  I just...miss hanging out.  It'd be nice if we didn't have to be running from the jaws of death to talk."
            Mina felt her heart skip a beat and her eyes widened.  "Oh, shoot!  I was so busy training, I forgot to...Dem, I'm really sorry!"
            "Eh, don't sweat it," Deminos put his left arm around Mina's shoulder and guided her throw the open meadow.  "I've been busy too, trying to get rid of this damn thing," he held up his right arm, "But still...if you want a sparring partner, I'd be happy to-"
            "Yeah, let's do it!  I just need to talk to Aeon first, and then-" Mina stopped mid sentence and hung her head.
            For a few seconds, they both frowned and silence overtook them.  Finally, Deminos cleared his throat and said, "Whatever happens, you know you're my friend, right?"
            "Yeah, I know...and thanks, Dem," Mina said, wrapping her fingers around Deminos's left hand.  "You know...I cried when you left."
            "Ah, c'mon..." Deminos sighed, "Now I feel guilty."
            "I...what I meant to say was I missed you too," Mina said, feeling her cheeks burning red.  "Even with Celi and Daryl, I remember what it's like...being alone and saying goodbye and I...I'd miss you."
            "Heh, well, at least somebody would," Deminos snorted.
            "So...umm...how's your arm?" Mina stammered, averting her eyes from Deminos's face.
            "Tingles a bit and is itchy in places," Deminos said, dragging the black nails which stuck through his bandages across his shoulder, "Aeon still needs to apply the full seal, but I'm doing okay.  In fact, I had a dream after the battle about getting rid of this thing.  Thanks to you, I think I have the materials I need to do it, too."
            "Hehe, you should thank Seran.  He's the one who let me keep the scales."
            Their conversation was interrupted by a shrill whistle that bellowed forth from the forest next to them.  Leaning against one of the trees was Gadius, his bare chest almost glistening in the afternoon sunlight.  "Having a little girl talk, are we?" he called out to them.
            "I swear, I'm going to kill him someday," Deminos grunted, shaking with anger.
            "Sure are!" Mina called back, "But we've always got room for one more, if you want to join us, Miss Gadi!"
            Both Deminos and Gadius froze for a moment.  The jela-vey stared at Mina before shaking his head and laughing.  "Perhaps another time!  I've still got to tend to the wounded, wash my hair, and find a hot man to share my bed for the evening," he said, turning around and raising a hand to wave goodbye.  "Talk to you later, ladies."
            A smile formed on Mina's lips, while Deminos's mouth dropped open.  "What...what just happened?"
            "I gave him a taste of his own medicine," Mina said, dragging the awestruck Deminos along towards Aeon's crystalline tower.  "You shouldn't take him so seriously.  He's just trying to get a rise out of you."
            "Yeah...I know..." Deminos mumbled, hanging his head and looking at the grass.  "I just...I hate being called that!  He knows it and I...why does he-?!" Deminos balled his hands into fists.
            "Maybe it's his way of showing he cares," Mina muttered.  "It's not perfect, but it's like Celi and Daryl.  They always insult each other, but when it matters-"
            "Heh...so you're saying the two of us are like your friends?" Deminos put a hand over his eyes.  "Then...which one am I?"
            "Probably Daryl," Mina smiled at him.  "You have an attitude, but you care about and protect others.  You wouldn't abandon us," she extended her hand to Deminos.
            Blushing hard, Deminos took her hand.  "Well, at least I'm the smart one," he snickered.
            "Dem..." Mina sighed.
            "What?!  It's true!" Deminos let out a laugh, "Umm...but don't tell Daryl I said that..."
            "Heh, I understand," Mina chuckled, "Anyway, when she comes back, you should teach her a little about conjuring, Dem.  She's been under a lot of stress and worried about binding herself to a Metronian and...maybe you could talk with her.  She's already made a decision for now, but I think...you could help."
            "Yeah, yeah, I...wait...when?" Deminos stopped in place.  "When she comes back?  Then..."
            "I haven't made any decisions yet, but...I think Celi and Daryl'll be back sometime," Mina said.  They came to a stop just outside the large crystalline doors leading into Aeon's citadel.  "We...kinda owe you, after all."
            "Alright!" Deminos leapt into the air and let out a shout.  "It's not forever, but I'll take it!" he said, lifting Mina off the ground in a hug.  "Woah!" he set Mina down quickly as his arms began to tremble.  "Dammit...still need to get stronger."
            "Maybe Celi can train you instead of Gadius, eh?" Mina elbowed Deminos in his side.
            "Maybe," Deminos smiled and scratched the back of his head with his bandaged hand.  "So...do you want me to go with you?"
            "I think I've got it covered this time," Mina replied.
            "So...what are you gonna say?"
            "My uncle said something to me that struck a chord.  Thinking back on all the adventures we've had..." Mina looked into Deminos's eyes and smiled, "I realized that all of you are different from us in a lot of ways.  But...that doesn't make you bad...and even if I don't agree with what Aeon did, maybe..." she stopped and shook her head.  "Ugh, I had this all composed last night, but-" she stopped when Deminos put his hands on either side of Mina's shoulders.
            "Then don't waste time telling me," Deminos said, pushing Mina over to the door.  "Tell him."
            Sparing a single glance back at Deminos, who gave her a thumbs up, Mina put her hand to the frozen door.  Though it was cool to the touch, it wasn't so cold that it was painful.  She put her shoulder against the door and slowly managed to force it open enough for her to slip through.
            Inside the icy citadel, the light from outside caused the interior to shine, as if hundreds of diamonds were embedded in the walls.  The air was thick with frost, yet it was not uncomfortably cold and rainbows danced off the crystals and the snowflakes in the air.
            Breathing out a stream of air which was briefly visible before dissipating, Mina walked over to the familiar spiral stairway in the center of the tower.  Stepping onto the first stair, she waited for a few seconds before chuckling to herself.
            "It's been a while," she whispered, stomping down on the stair.  Immediately, the icy stairwell began to move up, rotating around the edge of the tower and carrying Mina up to the top. 
            As she was carried up, Mina looked over the banister separating the stairs from the long drop down.  A gentle wind blew through the tower, ruffling her emerald hair, and she took a deep breath.  "Okay...I can do this," she mumbled, spying the walkway around the top of the tower where Aeon resided.  The stairwell deposited her at the top, with the frosted over wooden doors leading to Aeon's lab on the far right of the walkway and the passageway leading to Aeon's room on the far left.  To her surprise, the ice block which usually barred entry into Aeon's room was nowhere to be seen. 
            A light gale bellowed forth from the room and Mina shivered, tiny bumps rising on her skin as the cold air wafted past her.  Holding out her hand, she focused on the energy in her stomach and diverted it into her palm.  Rubbing her fingers together, Mina used the heat to spark a tiny flame in her hand.  Guiding more leyline energy to her hand, Mina coaxed the flame into rising higher and held it close to her, a defense against the cold.
            Holding her flame with her left hand, Mina ran her right hand along the wall and followed it to Aeon's room.  Her flame flickered violently as she drew nearer to the gale.  nevertheless, Mina stuck her head inside.
            The room was just as she remembered it, with much of the walls being dominated by frost tinged books.  A roaring fire was in Aeon's fireplace, illuminating the rusted sword over the mantle and the pillar in the far corner holding Aeon's locket.  Kinana was covered in a long robe of pink silk as she knelt over the fireplace, a kettle roaring on the flames.  The large, comfortable looking bed in the far corner of the room that she and Aeon shared looked unused for days.  The center of the room was dominated by a huge circular table, with Aeon seated in the middle, leaning back in an armchair as he poured over papers that were strewn across the table.  The papers he held to his face shielded Aeon from sight, but Mina could tell it was him from the blue tinged skin, covered in frost, of the hands holding the papers.
            "Aeon!" the lich lowered the papers slightly to reveal short, spiky blue hair and a set of emerald eyes, which seemed uncharacteristically tired.
            Laying a ceramic cup on the table, Kinana poured a white, milky substance into it before placing a greenish brown container next to it.  Gingerly, she unscrewed the top of the container and fished a brown powder out of it before placing it into the cup.  She stirred it with her fingers until the milky substance had turned dark brown.
            "Here.  Drink," she said, pushing the cup over to Aeon.
            "You know I don't need any of that, Kinana."
            "Sure, I know..." Kinana said, biting her lip, her gold eyes boring into Aeon's emerald eyes. "You don't need food.  Or rest.  Or sleep...but I can tell you want it."
            "Kinana..."
            "Just shut up and take it," she sighed, "It's the same cocoa we had when we stayed on Yanzibet.  It'll give you energy."
            "There's no time, Ki-"
            "Then make time!" Kinana put her hand down on the table with enough force to shake the ceramic cup.  "You almost died in that last battle and you've been working nonstop ever since!  Look, I can put up with you not wanting to sleep with me for a while, but you'll kill yourself if you continue!"
            "I won't die...there is still too much to do," Aeon snorted.
            "Then where's the harm in a little cocoa?" Kinana narrowed her eyes at him.  Aeon paused for a moment before laying down his papers, closing his eyes, and rubbing the bridge of his nose.
            "Very well," he said with a sigh, taking the cup and sipping from it.  As he was drinking, Mina saw that behind the papers he wasn't wearing any armor.  His frozen muscles were exposed for the world to see, alongside the hole which had been carved in his chest.  Laying the cup down, Aeon smacked his lips, which were a little cracked from the heat.  "Haha...it's good," he chuckled, flashing Kinana a slight smile.  "Reminds me of simpler times."
            Kinana let out a sigh and sat on the arm of Aeon's chair.  Wrapping her arms around Aeon's head, she hugged him tight and he returned her embrace.
            Mina's heart thudded in her chest and she felt her cheeks burning, nevertheless she cautiously raised her hand and wrapped on the polished crystal outside the room.  A dull thump echoed through the chamber, barely audible, but Aeon and Kinana turned their heads to face her nonetheless.
            "Hi," Mina waved at them, closing her fingers around the flame in her palm as the gale subsided.
            "Little Mina..." Kinana whispered.
            "I have been expecting you," Aeon sighed, rising slowly from his seat, revealing a set of burlap pants covering his legs and armored boots adorning his feet, "Though, perhaps not so soon," he added, ambling over to the front of the table.  As he walked, his body began to crackle as bone and cloth began to form over his frostbitten, blue skin.
            "You don't need to do that!" Mina hurriedly called out, as half of Aeon's skull had already covered his human face.  "I can see you're tired, Aeon...it's alright to talk as a human, isn't it?"
            Looking down at his half formed skeletal body, Aeon nodded and the bones melted away into puffs of snow, returning him to his human body.  "You have much to say, I presume?" Aeon muttered.
            "Yeah," Mina nodded, stepping into the room and staring Aeon straight in the eyes.
            "Fine..." Aeon murmured, running a hand over his face before pressing his brittle, frigid hair back, "But let me go first, Minava.  Though there is much I would like to tell you..." his hand and his eyes moved towards the hole in his chest, "Know that I consider you my comrade and I trust you.  Though we have known one another for only a short time, you are as dear to me as Yuka or Deminos.  I...am sorry for what has happened.  And...you have been a good apprentice."
            With her cheeks glowing red and her heart threatening to explode from her chest, Mina took a deep breath and nodded.  "That's...that's good to know.  Thank you," she said, her voice sounding much calmer than she felt, "As for me...well...these last few days, I've had a lot of time to think." Mina turned to face Kinana, who chose that moment to examine the ceiling tiles.  "And I want to ask you why you do the things you do.  Why do you do what's necessary?"
            "Because someone has to," Aeon replied almost immediately.
            "That's not an answer!" Mina narrowed her eyes and put her hands on her hips.  "You told me after we got back from the Shokudo mountains that you did it because of someone else.  I want to know the whole story!"
            Aeon blinked at her then sighed and shook his head.  "Do you remember when we were fighting Denad, Minava?  Back in the Bay of Bendak?"
            "Of course!  That was our first journey together," Mina replied.
            "I did not kill him...but would you have been upset if I had?"
            "No," Mina shook her head, "It's easy to brush off someone's life when they're trying to kill you.  I know that's not right, but-"
            "But you are correct," Aeon mumbled, a large throne of ice forming behind him which he fell back into.  Kinana moved next to the seat and put her hand on Aeon's shoulder.  "That mentality is how I grew up.  I had to brush off crimes I committed in order to keep myself going.  I had to steal to survive and eventually, I had to kill...to me, it was neither good nor bad.  Simply the only way I knew how to live.  However, that changed when I met someone."
            Mina could see Kinana visibly tense.  She pulled her wings tight around her and bit her lip, looking over at the fire while Aeon gingerly put his hand over hers.
            "I met a woman named Lucia.  When I was attacked by a group carrying a grudge against me, she stepped in and saved my life.  No one else would have, but her beliefs had driven her to protect even a wretch like me." 
            "Her beliefs?" Mina murmured.
            "Yes.  You see, when the battle was over, she refused to kill my attackers.  She told me that she had seen enough death and that every life was precious...and that was why she saved mine."
            Aeon stopped and a few seconds passed in silence with only the crackling of the fire breaking the stillness.  Mina balled her hands into a fist.  "Even I know that's just idealism.  Some people are too...too..."
            "Yes, I know...yet, foolish or not, Lucia desperately wanted to believe that.  And she held onto those ideals tenaciously," Aeon shrugged, "I set out with her because, if nothing else, I could rely on her not to kill me in my sleep.  Slowly, we grew close-"
            Aeon stopped and Mina heard a slight cracking.  Looking closely, she spied Kinana's nails digging into his frozen skin.  The succubus noticed the break in the conversation and looked back at Aeon.  Her eyes widened when she saw the scars in his skin and tried to pull away, but Aeon held her fast, a tiny smile playing on his lips. 
            "Anyway, I honored Lucia's beliefs as we traveled and also took to sparing my opponents.  After we traveled together for a year or so, she told me about her family's misfortune and why she had taken her oath.  She also told me that she, herself, had never taken another life.  However, as the years dragged on, she began to struggle with her ideals.  She held fast to her beliefs for a time, only to find the people she spared continuing to hurt others.  Lucia lamented this to me and our other comrades, questioning if the only way to truly save the innocent was to take the lives of the wicked.  Her despondency spoke to me, I suppose.  She was the first person I could call a true comrade.  And our group was the only family I had ever known.  Her sadness moved me...so, I decided to do what she could not.  What no one else, even amongst our comrades, would do.  My hands were already stained with blood, so I took the burden of doing what was necessary for peace unto myself."
            "Then she cut out your heart," Kinana spat, biting down on her lip after she spoke.  Mina's eyes drifted to the hole in Aeon's chest, but she said nothing.
            A few seconds passed and Aeon's hand made its way up to his chest, rubbing his fingers around the perimeter of his wound.  "Yes...she did.  We had traveled for many years and done many jobs together.  On our final mission, we were tasked with retrieving a relic.  However, as we tried to return it, a small army of bandits descended on the town we were taking refuge in.  We would have all died if I had not invoked the relic's power.  In doing so, I was transformed..." Aeon held out his hand and rainbow colored light danced from his fingertips briefly before stopping.  "I slew the bandits...however in doing so, I destroyed the town and the surrounding countryside.  I thought I was in the right...however Lucia disagreed.  And so, to protect the villagers, she finally did what she thought was necessary."         
            Mina's eyes widened and she swallowed hard.  "But...if that's the case..."
            "Doesn't make sense, does it?" Aeon shook his head and smirked.  "Why hold onto those ideals even after being betrayed?  Hmmm, even now, I question the path I took.  You see, even though she killed me, I did not die.  The power I had gained...it transformed me into what you see before you.  When I awoke from my death, I was determined to control this power and prove to her that I was still the same man...I wanted her to know that I still held true to our ideals.  I wanted her to love me again," Aeon stopped for a moment and squeezed Kinana's hands.  "In the end, I was unable to change things between us.  However, for most of my life, Lucia and her ideals were the only things I had ever truly believed in.  I could not simply toss aside the beliefs we had both championed.  Lucia was gone...and no one else would step up to protect others.  No one else could do what was necessary.  No one but me."
            "That's why he saved me," Kinana whispered, wiping at her eyes before bending down to kiss Aeon's cheek.  "No one else would, so-"
            "That is not the only reason I saved you, Kina," Aeon said, pressing his lips against hers as they exchanged a kiss.
            Blushing hard, Mina fidgeted in place.  "Still...it seems like a hard life to lead."
            "It was...and it is," Aeon replied.
            "Then...can I ask...are you happy?"
            Both Aeon and Kinana looked taken aback by the question.  Aeon's eyes widened and he raised one of his frozen eyebrows.  "Am I...happy?"
            "What do you mean, Mina?" Kinana mumbled.
            "Fighting without being thanked, keeping all these secrets, having to kill people to keep the peace...I get why you're doing it now," Mina murmured, keeping her eyes fixed on Aeon's, "But it's not what you want, is it?"
            For a full minute, silence pervaded the room.  Aeon's confusion melted away into contemplation.  Lowering his eyes, Aeon rattled his fingers against his skull
            Kinana opened her mouth to speak, but thought better of it.  She took a seat on one of Aeon's unused arm rests and kept her golden eyes on the frozen man.
            Closing his eyes, Aeon's solemn expression melted into a tiny smirk.  Then a chuckle escaped his throat and he looked back up at Mina.  "It's been a long time since someone asked me that," He let out a short laugh and shook his head, "It's a difficult question to answer.  I don't take a great deal of joy in doing what's necessary," Aeon said, squeezing Kinana's hand and smiling at Mina, "I never have.  Even back then.  However...in a way, I am happy.  I have to control my emotions much of the time to keep my powers in check and I've done a lot of things I'm not proud of.  Still...seeing Deminos, Yuka, and Nerise grow...watching Dakon and Echidna raise their children...assisting Gadius with his research and his love while going on adventures with Vincent...and then having a family to come home to after my battles...somehow, it all feels worthwhile," he said, wrapping his arm around Kinana and leaning against her side, while she stroked his frigid hair.
            "Hmmm...I thought so," Mina said.
            "I've got to admit, the first question I was expecting...but not the second," Aeon retorted, rising from his chair and staring down at Mina.  "Why'd you want to know?"
            "Well...last night I talked with me uncle and...in a way, you remind me of someone I loved," Mina said, nodding her head at Aeon.  "You do things differently than a lot of people.  When we first met and...even after what happened with Canak, I thought you were wrong just because of how you were, but...that's not fair.  You do things differently, but that doesn't make it wrong.  All three of us have had things forced on us and we've made the best of it.  Sometimes that means we get to make lots of happy memories," Mina said, smiling at Kinana before turning back to Aeon, "And sometimes we have to do things we hate just to keep going."
            "Hmmm...I see now," Aeon nodded.  "Then, let me ask you something, Minava.  Have you forgiven me?"
            Mina didn't blink as he spoke, but his words were heavy in her ears.  Taking a deep breath, she shook her head.  "No...like I said, what you do isn't always wrong, but it isn't always right either.  And what you did to Canak and his people wasn't right.  I understand why you did it, just like I understand why you saved Gesthal, but...I still can't forgive you."
            Aeon smirked and placed his hand on Mina's head.  "Good," he said, ruffling her hair.  "That's one of the reasons I know I can trust you.  Just like all the others...you help keep me honest."
            "The others?"
            "You aren't the only one to doubt, Minava," Aeon shook his head.  "Kina, Neri, Weiss, Vincent, Gadius, Dakon, Echidna, Karl, Fadol, Vallen, Raith, Keira, Yuka, Deminos..." his voice shifted slightly and he pulled his hand away.  "My allies, old and new, understand that blind faith is not worthy of trust.  People who think, are."
            Mina and Aeon exchanged glances for a few seconds before Mina exhaled sharply and held her sides.  "That was...harder than I thought it would be," she said weakly, putting her hands over her thumping heart.
            "I'm glad you came back," Aeon said, kneeling down so that they were on even height.  "Though I wish things had gone differently, Mina.  For both you and Yuka."
            Mina's heart skipped a beat when she heard Aeon say her name.  "Ummm...teacher...?" she stammered.
            "Huh?" Aeon raised an eyebrow.
            "I didn't come here to say goodbye...well, I would if things had gone differently, but-" Mina mumbled, feeling color rise to her cheeks.  "I...I'd still like to learn from you...if that's okay?"
            "Yes!" Before Mina could blink, Kinana darted over to her and Aeon, wrapping her arms and her wings around both of them, squishing all three of them together in a gigantic hug.  "Haha, she's coming back!"
            "Miss...I mean...Kinana!" Mina squealed.
            "Hahahaha," Aeon let out a hearty laugh and gave Kinana's waist a squeeze.  When the succubus finally pulled back enough that Mina could move, she saw Aeon holding out a hand.  "Welcome back, Mina."
            Looking from Aeon's hand to the man's smiling face, Mina allowed herself a smirk and walked past Aeon's hand, giving him a hug of her own before pulling away.  "Things will be different...but I'm glad to be back," she said, nodding at him.  "So...what's next?"
            "Once I'm rested, I will teach you how to merge the four elements you know to create new elements.  Like my ice," Aeon said, holding out his hand as a mixture of wind and water swirled together and crystallized into a tiny sculpture of Kinana.
            "Aeon..." Kinana groaned and quickly jerked it out of his hand.
            "I meant...well...for all of you," Mina quickly interjected.  "What will happen now that Agni's on the run?"
            "Ah.  Well, for now, we have been given time to recuperate," Aeon sighed, getting back to his feet, "We will assist in the hunt as best we can, but Master Dezolis is still uneasy about leaving the border undefended.  So, I have volunteered to stay here a bit longer."
            "Hmph...convenient," Mina smirked.
            "That's what I said," Kinana added coyly.
            "I'm glad you're staying though..." she exhaled, "Anyway, I said what I wanted to, so I'll give you two some time alone.  To rest..." Mina mumbled, her face turning red as she spoke.
            "Much appreciated," Kinana giggled.
            "Just don't forget to come back," Aeon said.
            "I won't!" Mina called, before skirting through the doorway leading out of the room. 
            She bolted for the stairs and only stopped when she was on her way down.  Her heart was beating so fast she thought it might pop, but a laugh escaped her throat as she rode down.  Wiping at a stray tear in her eye, she turned her gaze upwards.  The wind from earlier had not reappeared, however a gentle snowfall had begun to fill the tower, sending cascades of light all around as she traveled down.
            Making her way outside, Mina stopped halfway through the large doors of Aeon's citadel when she heard a feminine screech.  Dashing towards the sound, she saw Deminos on his stomach at the edge of the forest, with Celine sitting on his back and twisting his leg behind him, while Daryl watched from a seat on the grass.
            "Okay, okay, I give!  This is not what I had in mind when I suggested we spar!" Deminos whined.
            "What?!  I ain't like the princess!  I don't have any magic to use, so I gotta use my fists!"
            Mina slowed to a jog as she approached them and covered her face with her hands, struggling to hold in her laughter.  Taking a deep breath, she composed herself and put her hands on her hips.
            "Hey!" Celine, Daryl, and Deminos all looked up at her.  "What are you doing?!  I can't take you anywhere, can I?!"
            "Oh!  Ummmm...we were..." Celine blushed and looked down at the ground.
            "Throwing my back out is what you were doing!" Deminos grumbled, rubbing his back and his leg as he staggered to his feet.
            "We wanted to know where you were, but he wouldn't tell us," Daryl said, winking at Mina, "So, Celine challenged him to a sparring match.  I guess it wasn't what he had in mind, haha," she giggled.
            Rolling her eyes, Mina allowed herself a snicker, while Deminos and Celine blushed.  "You know," Mina said, putting a hand on Deminos's shoulder.  "If you want a sparring partner, I'm free today."  As she spoke, she held out her hand and a tiny whirlwind formed in her palm.
            "You...you serious?" Deminos panted.
            "I'll be back for more training in a few days," Mina smiled, "But that doesn't mean we can't get a little practice in now."
            "Heh, alright!  I ain't gonna go easy on you, though!" Deminos smirked, raising his hands.  Water started forming around them, drawn from the air and the ground.
            "Let's go," Mina retorted, holding a flame in one hand and a small twister in the other.

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